i want him back because i love him. he was the first person i had sex with and eveything, but, thats not why im so attached to him. ive spent almost every single day with him for over the past year (today would have been 1 year 4 months), ive told him everything about me that i knew, and he helped me learn more about myself. but part of that learning about myself, included learning that he was part of me. we made promises that i dont want to break. he told me that he would love me forever, and as soon as possible we were supposed to move in together. he's everything i ever imagined i wanted. and now, even though he seems to be trying his hardest to make me hate him, to make me stop loving him, i still do love him, and i still want him back, and ill do anything to achieve that, because he really is the only thing i want