i've been in love with this guy (lets call him steve) ever since i remember. one day i got the courage to tell him how i felt, but apparently it wasnt the right time, or whatever i dont know...anyway, he told me that he needed time to work out his feeling towards me, so i gave him time.

but now things get so complicated, cos his mother is ill...she has cancer (and it's bad), and his father is also sick (for something else) i know it's a terrible sock for his family. it's been months now...but his reaction towards me becomes so different, he completely ignores me now, since i visited his mother in hospital. i dont know why. i took a flight to overseas just to visit her mum, but he didnt show any appreciation at all...in fact he seems like he doesnt like my visit there,

i dont wanna rush him to tell me how he feels towards me, cos i know this isnt the right time, but i hate the feeling of being ignored like this...everything that i've done seems to be wrong in his eyes. i dont know what i'm supposed to do...i really love him,..i do...but he pushes me out from his life, when all i ever want is to be there for him, in a time like this, cos i've been really good friends with him. what should i do?? i miss him so much, but he seems to avoid me somehow...