Tiay, that must be really hard.. Now I realize I'm lucky my boyfriend doesn't live that far away. But you know, this is my first boyfriend, so I don't really know a lot about relationships and what to do now I'm with him. I guess that just makes it even more confusing to me. But it's amazing that you can maintain a relationship at such a distance, that's really admirable.

Vashti, I think you're right, if he lived closer to my home we would probably be together all the time. I understand that's not good, but I hate not being able to see him. Ah well, I guess a lot of young girls are like that.
And you're right about the heart breaking too, but it's so sad to look at your future with someone and realize you can't be together very long. I'm not expecting to marry him or anything, it's just that I don't want this to be a short summer love.

I will go for it and talk to him next week. I hope it'll work out. I'll let you know when I get back. Thanks for your advice, it's really helpful!