Well we cleared things up today and things are going really well! I'm pretty new to relationships and I'm learning a lot from this one. Even if we don't end up together in the long run, I'm learning to be more open with my thoughts and feelings =)

I've compared how he treats me and I treat him. Well, I don't have any really close guy friends like he has Meghan, but I have a lot more friends than he does and I socialize a lot apart from him. Haha, I would probably treat this situation a little differently if the bitch wasn't going back to Australia in a couple weeks. Sure, I'm still jealous, but looking back, he has thought of me constantly. From the start he has invited me out most of the times he is out with her and his other coworkers. Plus, we're very open talking about exes and the like - i tell him when guys approach me in coffee shops and he tells me about coworkers he turns down. I was really pissed when I wrote this post and I failed to mention that after he went out with her that day, he invited me to join them that evening.

At first I disliked his always socializing with her and other coworkers, but since I'm always studying/working, it keeps him out of my hair. My first bf always wanted to spend time with me (like everyday after classes + during breaks) and it irritated the hell out of me. I need a little separation and my down-time by myself.

And I figured that it's not that he doesn't do anything for me, it's just that I keep silent and don't say what I want. Believe it or not, saying things in words can actually get points across. </sarcasm>