Thanks for all the help people.
I think everything is now over. There is no more us.
I have to get on with my life and hope for good things. I will start to dream again about the one for me. And I know there is someone I will meet and be happy with.
No matter how big problems you have got they will go away. It will work out or not and you have to carry on. Love yourself. Smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!