walk away from this... actually run away form this. This guy cant have the feelings you have for him. Regardless of the alchohol.. regardless of his feelings.. he doesnt love you they way you love him.

As for your so called friends... OBVIOUSLY.. they arent your friends. Friends dont do that to one another.

Sorry to be so blunt, but my X cheated on me with my best friend and you know what.. they are married now..

With friends like that.. who needs emines! Sorry..

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