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Old 27-10-06, 04:55 PM
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8 months ago when i first met her i started to like her, and then i found out she had a boyfriend, so i didnt try anything, just talked to her a lot.

About 2 months later our timetables changed and i hardly saw her, and its been like that till now.

I pretty much only see her on my way to car by chance, we have quick talk and say goodbye.

During the 8 months i have been looking around, even dated someone else, but what im getting at is, after all that time, the smallest conversation with her, still just shows how much i care for her.

then we caught up for a study session, and it was like my heart was beating to fast the entire time. 3 hours of bliss, talking, laughing and flirting.

Many times ive felt for someone like this, then we lose contact and ill forget about them, but i just cant with her.

Im actually gonna meet her boyfriend on wednesday (first time), so im gonna size their relationship up. If they look very much in love, i will step away, but if it looks just like two friends, or that the spark has gone, ill make my feelings clear.

I dont want her to break up with her bf for me (yes i realise i do), i want her to know someone else is very interested in her, and that if she isnt 100% happy, or feels she is just hanging on, she wont be alone.

She told me most days/night, when not at Uni or work, she is just home alone. and i kinda got hint she doesnt see boyfrined much (may be wrong, hearing what i want to hear).

All her friends are over 8 hours away, and she doent hang out with anyone at uni. So from what im ASSUMING (hoping) is she is only with her boyfriend so she isnt all alone.
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