Shiiiit

Ok so I talked to that girl on msn yesterday... and it was just a regular talk, with webcam and voicechat on... till she said she was going to watch a scary movie... alone. So I said (as a joke) if I needed to join her. And she said no, her mother wouldn't like it if I would come that late in the evening, and she said something else, but 'swallowed her words' (if you know what I mean). So I asked what she said... and she said that I may expect too much from it. So I asked what she meant by that, because I allready knew she didn't want a bf for a while. And then she said she saw me as a very good friend of hers where she could have a very good chat and she was able to laugh with, but noting more...
I actually prepared for this kind of answer, but I was kinda shocked... My eyes went 'teary' and had to go out of the webcam's and voicechat reach for a while (if you know what I mean)... when I came back I said what feelings I had for her, because I wanted to let her know, and if I wouldn't have said it then I was affraid she never knew what I felt for her. Then it looked like she was crying or so (but she was taking some medicine against head-ache, I only haven't saw anyone crying taking one), anyways she felt very bad because she hurt me she said... But she still wanted to be very good friends with me...
I know I have to let her go out of my mind, but I can't stop thinking about her. I really like her and I don't know how I can get her out of my mind...

What I appreciate is that she told it to me very nicely, and not like something as I don't want you, **** off... you know... anyways... any suggestions?
pls help