Youre hurt by it-nothing wrong with that Alexi. I dont see why she wouldnt ask you to go-but maybe she doesnt want you to see her go through it. I did it-and its scary-went by myself. Maybe she wants someone she knows wont be around to tell how she reacted to it.

I wouldnt say anything to her about it. Really-she'll see your acting out of jealousy and youre not-just hurt. LEt her know youre there to support her and if she changes her mind she knows where to find you...keep it totally cool man...this may seem like somthing little to her and not a big deal and to you it is...so you have to refrain from showing any negative feelings about it-youre still in the cooling off stage. You want her to see you as a confident man-not a jealous one. Blow your steam in here-then be the cool headed guy she knows...

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