Wow, I haven't posted in here in a long time.

Anyways, heres my problem. Its the end of exam period for my bf. He is on the last exam (which is tomorrow) and its stressing him out like mad. The more he stresses, the more depressed he gets, which entails in me becoming depressed as well.

Now, I'm a big flirt. Always have been and he knows that. So he gets upset or depressed whenever I talk to a guy. He starts thinking "maybe she's cheating on me" and I'm not!!! Now we've only been going out a a bit over a month and a half. So it hasn't been a long relationship. I almost broke up with him once over the fact that I am getting so stressed out with him and my own school issues. I talked to him about the stress issues and the false claims of flirting/other guys.... Now that problem is slightly solved, but I won't know if anythings changed until after exams for him.

Now another problem is.... before my current bf I went out with this guy twice (had sex with him on 2nd date), then decided we'd rather be friends. So, I'm all fine with that. We talk all the time, but now he says he still really likes me. Now I do have feelings for him, I've always had. But its odd because I know were just friends (i have a bf, i will not cheat), and whenever he goes out on a date, I get really jealous. I haven't told him about this unexpected jealousy. I don't think its right, with me having someone and him not. But yet I still get jealous!! *is annoyed by fact of jealousy*

So just to sum it all up. I do care about my bf, but all this stress is driving me crazy? Then to add on to stress is from friend that likes me!! *dies* Why can't I just make a final decision in my head. I don't know what to do anymore!!!