Originally Posted by Illusional
...there is that feeling that you think you know what you want from life. you have thought about the long road and you've decided what you want to do with the rest of your life and that you're ready for a change. however when the change suddenly hits you UNEXPECTEDLY how do you deal with it?...
Well I have been dreaming of it for a long time now - thought I had reached it twice now - but still I have not gotten there, nor has it hit me...

I wish it would though... but like you said... I dont think about it anymore.. I live day by day and live each day to its fullest.