ok, now you im probobly not qualified to give any advice, but what the hell i had something similar. Im a teenager, freshman in highschool, that makes it way different. But my ex had been raped before, and also had a whole lot of baggage. I wasn't ready to have sex yet, and she said she was ok with that, but seemed unsatisfied. She was into some heavier drugs than i carried to be around, like acid. I new it would be a good idea to leave her, buti didnt have the heart to do it, cause im too nice. If she hadnt of dumped me, i doont know how much shit i would be in now. She has tried to kill herself recently a few times, and is addicted to coke now. I am sooooo thankful that she dumped me, you have no idea. Moral of the story is, you probly should find somebody who has about equal baggage as you have, not more and not less. sry i couldnt help anymore.

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