squirrly, we have talked about it before and I get the feeling it might be an excuse, but why does she take the initiative on it? We'll be doing stuff and she'll just push my on my back and tell me to lay there and enjoy this and she goes at it. Honestly though, i'm the 1st guy she's felt COMFORTABLE with enough to WANT to do it to. (so she says)
I KNOW she hates the taste of my precum (nobody else ever complained but then again she's a picky eater) but I told her that I can live without bj's, as long as they're available SOMETIMES. But pretty much almost every time we do something, she decides to do that to me.
I don't get it. (my friend says it's all BS and that she's f'd up in the head with issues from her mental unstable days)
I've even told her if her lips go numb like that, that she can stop and that it's no big deal. I'd rather do stuff that pleases her anyway although she LIKES what I do with my mouth and hand, it's IMPOSSIBLE for her to get off that way and that's VERY strange. Most women get off no prob orally/manual but most don't get off internally. I've done that to her but she can't get off orall/manual except at home with a vibrator.
But going back to the numb thing. Why do you think she'd use that as an excuse? Seriously though, I went along with it because I was more "umm, ok?" with it. (because i've never heard that) But i'm no idiot and know from school that it IS possible to have a allergic reaction to semen, but it should result in irritation or itching/burning of tissue, NOT numbness. I am not made of novocaine. :-P
Just bugs me why she'd lie to me like that and just not tell me straight up. She seems to be determined to get me off and sometimes I feel like she has alot of fun doing it to me. She'll try new motions or tongue flicks or whatever and smiles and laughs. Why put on such a front over that? Makes me wonder if she's faked the times she's orgasmed too. I thought that i've gotten pretty good at being able to pinpoint physical changes when that happens to a woman (not including moans and breathing which can be faked easily) and she seem's to be pretty legit when it's happened.
I'd like to find out what the deal is but we haven't fooled around for 3 weeks.
