After my gf left me I was very quiet and in pain almost all day and night for about a month. I would hang out with my friends and they definitely noticed how I was. They could tell i was very hurt and it was sad to see me they said. None the less they were my friends and always tried to cheer me up.

I know how you felt, I barely could talk for a month. Then my best friend started dating my ex secretly and I found out.

I cant describe how that felt. 5 months later Im still sick and currently shaking with bitterness and sadness.

Today just happens to be a very bad day for some reason.

But lately I have been doing ok, keeping busy and avoiding her and him at all cost to keep my sanity.

Routine does help I know that for a fact.

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There are moments when one feels free from one's own identification with human limitations and inadequacies. At such moments one imagines that one stands on some spot of a small planet, gazing in amazement at the cold yet profoundly moving beauty of the eternal, the unfathomable; life and death flow into one, and there is neither evolution nor destiny; only Being. - Albert Einstein