id like to give u really good advice now, but something like this outrages me
!!!
im in the same damn place as you are, and i think people are really selfish. Shes not even considering ur feelings AT ALL! you shouldnt take what im saying too seriously because im just angry at the moment, and thinking irrationally, but this girl is throwing you around! She thinks she can just walk all over you and u'll forgive her every time. and i know its hard not to do, because you love her, and u once shared very special times with her. its almost impossible to think that she doesnt feel the same anymore. how can she forget everything uve been through, how can people not feel what they did in the beginning, and not care anymore? what the hell is wrong with this world
at the moment im trying to accept that everythings over, no friendship or relationship, and then if sumthing happens its good, but if it doesnt ull be ok with it. its just awful! i dont know what to say to you, but ill think if u, cos i know this really messes a person up for good