Originally Posted by
Ath 
Darkest hour? I would have to say it's the moment you realize that you are the only good thing in your life. When you realize that the only trust worth placing, is in yourself. It's when you realize that all is at an end, and there's nothing left to do but await the inevitable. It's when you realize your soul is gone... and there's no hope in getting it back.
I've seen my darkest hour. When I find a solution, I'll let you know.
-Ath
Geeze! It can't be
that bad, you're still alive!
And you should not trust other people. I never trusted other people, only my family members and a few very close friends. It was a mistake trusting the friends. And when I say trusting my family, I mean my immediate family and Calabrian side. Unless you are unhesitatingly willing to give yourself leverage (resort to violence, etc) on the people you would "trust", don't even bother. Then again, it would no longer be trust, would it?
I remember my "darkest hours", they were two years ago in February. Triggered for no reason at all. Nobody died, no unrequited love, nothing traumatic, it just was.