3 months have passed and it is now May
A strange opposite happened, on the very same day
I have gone thru so much crap all thru out my life
I lost everything I had, even my wife
People always say everything happens for a reason
But why does everything change with each season ?
I used to know exactly what I wanted
But now my past choices keep my life haunted
I ask God like always 'what do I do now ?'
He tells me 'You already know what and how
You have gone down a similar road before
And just like everything, that what mistakes are for'
I smile to what he says about my fate
But I still fear I am three years too late
I know what to do, and how to do it
But I am scared because everything I touch turns to shit
I wait for my next sign, my eyes wide open for me to see
I just know that things this year come with the number twenty

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Yeah... That's right.

-Billy