and then it's my birthday on tuesday and nobody not one single damn person in the whole damn world knows apart from my SO who is away. there all too busy planning my sisters surprise birthday which is in august.

mum, dad, sister, brothers, cousins, friends!! no one! bloody idiots. you think they all tell me they love me but no they don't know the day i was born! and i'm not moaning coz i want gifts coz i don't - i end up with stuff i return and stuff that i give away so no i don't want gifts i want some one to bloody remember me without me having to call them, or drop by, or saying hey do you know its my f*cking birthdaY!

well i'm glad. my 16th birthday i spent the day alone. I had just moved to a new state in the middle of summer, so i didn't have friends yet. and my parents were at work.