damnit, here's your update.

i went to my youth group tonight and my ex girlfriend was there. i have no idea why she was there but i was stricken with all kinds of guilt. i couldn't stop thinking about her... and here this whole time i thought i was completely over her.

well i left after the youth group meeting to go pick my brother up. i swear, my ex girlfriend's car drove by 3 times while i was there. it was creepy shit. as i was leaving town, her car zig zagged in the streets behind me. she followed me all the way to the highway. waht the ****? (this was all an hour after youth group. she must have been watching my moves to know i was still in town.)

anyways, my friend seems to be in a worse mood tonight. she was chatting with one of her friends about something and her friend was patting her on the back, it looked like a drama scene. not sure what i should do at this point.

*begins to meditate*