You know, thats EXACTLY what sensible Me wants to do (avoid her like the plauge), but its to late. Shes known me for long enough and she knows me so WELL that if I do try and avoid her she'll know exactly why (she also knows Im in love with her) and would NOT be having any of that shit. She also knows how I cut relationship ties like its what all the cool kids are doing cause I REALLY dont care for friendship with anyone but the BEST of people. Besides, the non-sensible part of me, we'll call him "****ing Retarded Hopkinja" still doesnt want to cut her loose, ESPECIALLY when I have such great times when Im with her. ARRRGGHHHH. Ive never wanted anything so much in my life. Ive really gotten everything Ive ever wanted (not because Im successful but because I just dont seem to care for much), and I believe you can have anything you strive for but **** people what the hell am I supposed to do? Sorry, sorry. I think I just went off topic... hey anyone ever seen me frustrated before, because now you have. Enjoy