It's not so much a world of not wanting to try, it's a world of not wanting to give up. I'm perfectly content in the friendship we have now. Yes it would be nice if we would be together but no it isn't essential right now. I mean, do you really think that there no hope when she is so set on moving in with me next year? I mean she already knows how she wants to decorate the place and everything. She's obviously willing to commit to being a large part of my life, why ignore that? I still can see getting married to her in the future, its not just a dream in my head. I run through in my head all different kinds of ways to propose to her. That, however, is down the road quite a few but you catch my meaning.

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