hope ? HA ! hope is nothing compared to what I feel. I prey everyday for a friend. Someone I can talk to. Someone I can share my life with - anyone really - but NOOOOO - God hates me for some reason right now and he wont let me have any friends... idk - i am just ranting. I am mad at God right now. yeah. so. end.

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Yeah... That's right.

-Billy