Hey V!! Gawd do I need to vent...Kyles going to AIT in May for the Military. He's basically on his own then. My goal now is to get my son stabilized again and finish HS. Were living 10 minutes from here, this was my husbands idea for me to have 2 households. He knows Im not leaving kid out there, he doesnt have the money to support himself, so the 800 I spend on utilities and food here Im using to pay over there and my husband will then pick it all up here. My family is so against this, but Im not ready for a divorce. There were a few things I confided in with my brother which he spilled the beans to my parents (not so good stuff about my hubby). They see him as an ass now. Kyle is excited about us moving in together, be like old times. I want to be there as long as I can, but I get the feeling already he's going to want me out sooner than later. Hes a good kid just made super bad error. Like we all have. My family is concerned in 2 weeks Ill come back to my husband, which they consider dumping him, but thats not my intention. I want to be there for as long as it takes. My hope is that things will calm down on his side of the family. I dont even want to see his mom. Although Kyle f'd up, his mom in my eyes made the situation what it is now.

My thougts are me being out on my own again will make or break my marriage. My husband just released his first book which is so successful right now and were suppose to doing other book tours, not gonna happen now. That sucks too. Where do I get the break???

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