well whats wrong with me that I dont remember it? Ok just like someone had posted something about forgettn their first love-well hell I HAD forgotten about him til I read that thread! Maybe I just dont want the memories-maybe Im looking more towards a future and I certainly dont want to live in the past. But if I had good memories maybe Id remember them and want to remember them. I do have some things I just dont want to recall like-EVER! oh well I do have some great memories and its just not with the boys...

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