I guess I'm in a similar situation right now. I can't give you much help because I'm a wreck myself. My advice is to try to get over her and move on. I do not suggest waiting for her to get her life in order because if she decides that she is going to Spain and doesn't want to date you anymore, it will be like a second break up. If she decides that she does want to work things out, then she will see how mature you are. Keep doing things that you like to do. Go out and have fun. Golf until you can't golf no more :-)

What I'm saying is, you two are broken up. You can't help that, and waiting for her to come around will not help. I'm not saying it's easy. I'm not even saying that I can take my own advice. But hang in there, and give her the space she needs. She knows how much you care. It will speak volumes on how much you understand and love her if you let her make up her mind for sure.

You don't want her to go back to you unhappy or confused anyway.

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