My friend basically thinks that Karmically, i'm messed up. That I have to turn the negative energy around from being used, and dump it on someone else. That the next person I get with will deserve it because that's how it works. I believe more in faith of course then Karma. But what if the idea that "People get what they deserve" is accurate? Maybe I got what I deserve but If I go out looking for someone to use like i've been used, perhaps they're deserving of that anyway. If I don't act like me, then she's not even attracted to me. She's attracted to whoever I perceive myself to be. So if it's not really me, then maybe she's deserving of who I choose to be perhaps. Shouldn't the right person see through my charade.

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3 out of 2 people have problems with fractions.