i do have a small hemorrhoid problem due to a near-lethal sickness i had a summer ago where there was an infection in my large intestine that ate away tissue and made me feel like i had to shit every two minutes. having this remaining hemorrhoid problem is not that big of a deal for me, though. i am happy to be alive and not have to shit every 2 minutes!

don't let it disappoint you, life continues, make it for the better. i don't tell anyone about it, there is no reason to. don't tell anyone unless you ABSOLUTELY FEEL IT IS NECESSARY and that they will not make fun of you or anything.

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If you stare at a white pixel long enough, you notice the throbbing red, green, and blue elements that create it.

If you stare at a fuzzy blanket long enough with your eye so close it goes out of focus, just look at the sparkles; you can see it on the cellular level.