OV is a mystery.

And yes, depression actually is the knowing how much life sucks. I know mine sucks quite a lot, and i am stuck in my thoughts that it sucks so much. I am positive, am funny, make jokes, but deep inside i know my life just sucks and funny side is just shallowness. i don't know if drugs really help or not, but maybe, just maybe they can be a distraction from negative thoughts.

And i have a girl friend who has had anorexia and two attempts of suicide. To be honest, she seems to be attention craver to me. But want to know the truth? Depression actually developes because of lack of attention. And being negative and suicidial is just one way of gaining attention if anything else fails, product of loneliness and constant routine. If you look at history of medics, psychology etc, you will realize that depression actually mostly is the feeling of being alone.

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