thanks guys! sounds like I lost this one! the worst thing, is that i am a really confident person and i wish i hadn't pushed like I did. If someone acted the way I did with me, they'd be hitting the road too! He has said that we can be friends and maybe one day there may be a chance. In the meantime, I can work on me and focus on the fact its over. I had a great guy and I blew it. Maybe it was my wake up call! Life goes on and I guess i got too wrapped up too quick.

The funny thing is, I know all the rules! I just don't know why I didn't practice them!

1. Confidence is a big attraction, insecurity is a big de attraction
2. Don't spend all your time with them - when they come to do what they want, you'll question it because you feel lost because you put them before yourself!

I guess i'm answering my own post here! I'll keep my head high and keep busy! Afterall, I am a great catch! I just need to remember that at all times! thanks guys!!!!!!

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Jakki