Update:

I know I shouldn't have, but last night I sent him a message - can you guys let me know from our conversation if there is any hope?? below is the conversation between us...

Me: How's things?
Him: Ok love how are you
Me:not good, can you please be honest with me, even if it hurts me? are you seeing someone else? Its fine if you are, it just hurts seeing all the firting and stuff your doing on facebook - its like i never existed...
Him:no i aint seeing anyone babe,any way what u doing looking thought u deleted me on here,
Me: i accidently clicked on an old email and your page is open. its hard not to be bothered. i cared about you alot. its nice to see you can just wipe me from your life like i never existed.
Him:no aint why u say that,why u think i have,
Me: doesn't matter, its none of my business anymore... you can be with whoever u like... just wish it wasn't so easy for you to switch off
Him: look i dont want to be with any one,yes i do miss u,but cant help the way i fill at the mo,and dont know why u think it is easy for me
Me: I miss you so much, i know i have to move on but its hard, it hasn't even been a week yet. I fell for you quickly and scared you off, I just wish i didn't have to go cold turkey... i don't want you anymore, i just miss talking to you - you were a friend to me first and foremost and thats why this hurts more then anyone else...
Him: yeah and i miss u,and miss talking to u to, and wish my feelings were diffarnt,maybe they will change who knows x
Me: i know you do - i wish i hadn't pushed you to feel differently, but that it whats happened. Just feel so empty! How was work today? x
Him: i do miss u,and maybe i will think f5ck what have i done x work was ok,f5cking knackerd though how was your day
Me: I just feel so empty without you Dave..found out about my bonus.. but feel gutted that we ain't gonna be able to do my flat... in the little time we had together, you made me so happy - my flat is full of memories.... maybe in a week or two we could meet up and see how you feel? x
Him: ok,will met next week or something, and see how we fill,i do miss u, and i will think about how i fill,but if i fill the same then we should just be friends but if i fill like shit i wont u back,u got to change
Me: ok if we meet and you still feel the same then I'll accept it and just be your friend... i just miss you so much x
Him: ok see how much money i got and we can go out for some thing to eat, yeah x
Me: I don't mind - doesn't have to be something big, just a chat in a pub or something... haven't seen you since new years day, but if we meet and you still nothing then i'll promise to just be your friend as i'll know it wasn't meant to be. Christmas makes everything heavy xx
Him: why would even want me back after every thing x
Me: because to me you are the most amazing bloke i ever met.. x
Him: why that then x
Me: your gorgeous, great personality, the best person i've ever met in my life x
Him: well thanks love i am fit aint i ha ha
Me: ha ha yeah big man... to me your amazing and i miss u so much. x
Him: ok we can meet next week some time ok,any way got to sleep now up early night x

what do you guys think? I realise we could meet and he still feels the same, but he said he misses me more then once, which must mean something and then he asked why I'd want him back...

If you all reckon there is no hope then fair enough...but just need to see....

thanks all!

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Jakki