I just feel I haven't accomplished anything. I have no past. If I erase the thought that I have no past, then what is left? Every opportunity I have had, has turned up on me. Oh I have worked, but I have always ended up alone in my work and it becomes pointless.

Meditate? How does one do something like that? I have tried, I have seen life from another angle, been real, and I am still here stuck in this life. Horizontal falling and my head is feeling like it wants to explode right now. God damn headaches.

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Think again!