Boobaa, how much of this could be physical? Sometimes you can get stuck in a downward spiral simply because you aren't taking care of yourself. I know I had a problem with feeling crappy so I didn't eat, which made things much worse, etc. etc.

Do you have a full-spectrum light? You'd be amazed at how something as simple as that can help so much.

And what is this "I have no past" thing? That doesn't make any sense, and I'd like to understand it, so could you explain that?

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