That's not exactly what she said, but that's what it boils down to.

We were just walkin', talkin' about sexual things, and she brought up how I said that I wasn't ready to have sex because I didn't think it was worth the risk. Basically, her question was: When do you think you'll be ready? Because when we talked before, it sounded like you wouldn't be ready to have sex until you're ready to have kids...but that wouldn't be until you've gotten married...and that'll be like in what...another 10 years?

I hadn't thought about it that way before...but she was kinda right. I just haven't thought sex was worth the risk...at all. Even after taking precautions.

"if you tell me you don't wanna have sex until like, I'm 35, and you're 31? I think I'd have to say that's a dealbreaker"

"I'd regret it if I missed out on having sex in my 20's."
"Well...you're already 25."
"Exactly!"

Ugh...so now basically...if I don't put it to this girl, she's gonna be all disgruntled.

That's so gay.

I should be excited! 3 or 4 years ago I'd be swimming in the clouds right now! My girlfriend is practically begging me to f*ck her brains out and I'm too worried about babies, and apartments, and finding a job, and the lack of 24 hour convenience stores and nerds to play videogames with.

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