Apologize. These are the kinds of moments that can bind people closer if they are handled correctly. I have never NOT felt better after apologizing for my own bad behavior. Just tell him you thought about it and realize this is the way you manifested your envy of his success with women, and that you feel bad for it. I bet he has issues you aren't aware of that makes him envious of you, too.

BTW - I can't imagine why you aren't having successes of your own. I've seen how beautiful you are, and you are obviously bright. You must be allowing shyness to decide your fate. You might want to work on that, my darling.

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