oh squirrley i'm sorry.

sad truth is every family is messed up.

vashh and indi are right though, your mom is just probably feeling guilty about not doing anything and will deny and deny and take the denial to the grave.

squirrley, you don't have to focus on the rest of your family, the only people you are required to take care of is you and your son. everybody else can afford to go by your wayside. where were they when you needed them?

i know the struggles though. everyone does. everybody has a story of pain. talking about it with someone who understands helps. it's sad that that person can't be your mom but i'm sure you will find a lot of us can empathize with that.

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