Originally Posted by
bloodtippedrose 
Ive been in this state for almost a year and I go to work and home back and forth and never go anywhere else or meet anyone else so Ive been lonely and we started hanging out and did it right away and skipped the awkward tensions and shyat :/
I dont find him attractive and he thinks im cute but unlike other guys he doesnt try to spend every second around me. he gets jealous when i spend time with other guys though so its like he doesnt want me but doesnt want anyone else to have me either
How did you do it? I don't think I could ever have sex with someone I don't find attractive. I'd feel disgusted. Revolted in a way. Not just because I'm not attracted to the person and thus not motivated, but also leading the person on, showing them there might be an interest there where there isn't none.
I passed a lot of opportunities to sleep with people even ones I find slightly attractive, but not relationship material for that exact reason. I'd feel guilty if they wanted to take it further, but I wasn't ready to give them that.
You don't have feelings like that?