Keep your head up. Love yourself, before you love anyone else. You deserve to be loved just as much as you can give love. I feel your pain about the loss in the relationship. I did want to say that you are very brave/strong for trying to keep your head above water with the loss of your father as well.

We are all here for ya! This place is a true place of support as I have found currently and in the past! <3 Love Forums!