Just wow.... This really brings pain into a new light... I thought I had it rough.

Man, I could not even imagine, and would probably be thinking exactly like you are. I do think you have taken one crucial step forward by coming here and opening up about your loss.

Wish there was some way I could help you man, and thank you for serving our country, without folks like you sacrificing everything I wouldn't be typing this thank you, to you right now.