you know what ?!

I met Jeni on June 20 online..... God damn. weird.

When my little "band" gets better, then I am going to try to turn all my poems to songs - we have already begun to work on 'Today'.

This band isn't anything like my last band - but meh. We will be better soon. I ussually play drums, but now I am guitar/backup singer/lead singer - yes, this is the first time I sing in front of people. I am starting to open myself up.

I sing on the softer type songs, and I backup sing on the hard songs. The softer songs I mean like something Staind would do. And harder as in something Slipknot would do. My brother sings pretty damn good when it comes to screaming and yelling like that - i just dont have the voice for it. My voice is too pure. There is no roughness to it.

I have a deep, soothing voice that my kids absolutely LOVE. When they were both newborn babies they would lay on my chest crying and then I would start to talk or even sing and they would be quiet to feel the vibrations and hear it.

Both my ex's LOVE the way I sing too. I remember I knocked Destine off her feet because I was singing loud and I gave it my all from deep down inside - and I didn't know she was listening.

ANYHOO

I can't play guitar that well - I can play Aerials by SOAD, B.B.E. by Limp Bizkit, Como White by Marilyn Manson, and Some other crap that I made up but sounds really good.

Oh - I can also play that ****ing retarded White Stripes song... God its annoying - but I can play it. hehe

**** - I got off topic within my own post - heh

But yeah - We will be working on these poems I wrote and turning them into songs within the year. Hopefully.

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Yeah... That's right.

-Billy