| Decided to let go... After all those months when I was crying ,and didn't know what is going on I finally opened my eyes.Checked his mail,and found out that he don't love me... It hurts only because he didn't told me that,plus ,all the time he was saying he loves me ... I found out he lied me ,from the beginning...First it was really shock for me,I didn't understand why?Though he made me a part of his life.He introduced me to his familly,friends.He was my prince,I was his princess.He was my one and only.And I?Maybe yes... But when I found out that everything what he said was a lie ,it destroyed my world.My perfect world.It's hmm 4 or 5 days now,since I told him it's over... He wasn't even a man to talk about it... He just erased me like I was nothing... It hurts... But I know I shouldn't cry for someone like him...He did everything what he could do wrong.Everything.But sometimes I just think...About those good moments... Those places where we were together...Those words he said...But after all,it's also my fault... I let somebody hurt me,I let myself belive him...Trust him... Now I have to pay for that... But I know time cures everything...Even broken hearts,so I am.And I will survive,like Aretha Franklin.The worst I have behind me... |