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Old 26-03-08, 12:14 AM
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Originally Posted by Pettit-Papillon View Post
After all those months when I was crying ,and didn't know what is going on I finally opened my eyes.Checked his mail,and found out that he don't love me... It hurts only because he didn't told me that,plus ,all the time he was saying he loves me ... I found out he lied me ,from the beginning...First it was really shock for me,I didn't understand why?Though he made me a part of his life.He introduced me to his familly,friends.He was my prince,I was his princess.He was my one and only.And I?Maybe yes... But when I found out that everything what he said was a lie ,it destroyed my world.My perfect world.It's hmm 4 or 5 days now,since I told him it's over... He wasn't even a man to talk about it... He just erased me like I was nothing... It hurts... But I know I shouldn't cry for someone like him...He did everything what he could do wrong.Everything.But sometimes I just think...About those good moments... Those places where we were together...Those words he said...But after all,it's also my fault... I let somebody hurt me,I let myself belive him...Trust him... Now I have to pay for that... But I know time cures everything...Even broken hearts,so I am.And I will survive,like Aretha Franklin.The worst I have behind me...
i am in almost the same position as you! i checked his mail STUPIDLY, bad idea, and found out he has been sleeping with another girl while he told me to wait for him. the emails started the day we broke up, and i know they have been hooking up even before then. in the messages the girl was telling my ex to break up with me and he was laughing about me and stuff, it was SO rude. we definitely deserve better. i can't even cry, i have yet to cry since reading the messages yesterday. im too full of anger and rage to be upset, it's almost a great feeling. im just waiting for the time when ill just break down. but really, im glad that you are planning on moving on. now you can start fresh and not worry if someone loves you or not. the guys sounds like a pretty big JERK and you need someone that will treat you like a queen, better than a princess. good luck, it will take time but it's so worth it :-)
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