Today I've had another little breakdown...It was because I came back o school and some were asking what is going on between me and him.And I've spoke to my friend about it...I told her everything...It hurts so much that I can't even name this feeling... And I feel so pathetic ,because with his last sms he just showed me how he was treating me... Unfortunatelly like his own...You know... :/

My God... I don't want to feel so bad anymore...It hurts so much...And those shit memories... Now it's all coming back to me...I do everything to not think...But almoust everything reminds me of him... I can't even hear the music ,because every song brings memory of him... I just can't take this anymore...