I've already made my "Recovery playlist" and there is : Eminem "Kim" , Beyonce "Irreplaceble" , Jamelia "Thank You" , Amy Winehouse "Love is a losing game","Wake up alone" and "You know I'm no good" , Goldfrapp "A&E",Angie Stone "Wish I didn't miss You anymore" and sometimes Kelis "I hate You so much right now" Maybe those songs aren't very "happy" ,of course I don't mean Eminem or Kelis which their songs are full of hate (it helps,really ;P ) ,but their lyrics are so helpfull ,really I hear them all the time.Those songs tell everything what I feel and what I would like him to know from me. And when I told that I can't hear the music , I meant hmmm all songs of David Guetta,Bob Sinclair,Alicia Keys,Justin bla bla,even Placebo,all my favourite club songs,almoust everything I loved before... Now I just can't hear it...