Wait, wait wait. You broke up, but she still lives with you and doesn't work. She lets you pay all the bills while she plays video games all day and forms long distance relationships with other people, then strings you along while calling you the front runner?

My friend, this woman DOES NOT love you. She is utterly and completely using you. You are not her front runner dear, you are her backup. She knows that if all else fails she can go back to you for money and sex and support, and that you will adore her, for very little in return. I cannot believe you don't see how you are being manipulated here. I understand you love her, but she clearly does not feel the same.

I ask you now, what is it that makes you keep shelling out for this woman who can't commit to you relationship wise and is not putting in any financial responsibility for herself?

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