Originally Posted by
Shortips 
well. break ups are always hard...it's better you found out now (even if you had to find out like you did), than drag out a relationship for years and finding out then. So I say, Think of the bright side as much as you can...
Actually,I'm working on it.And I think I feel better.Sometimes I just have breakdowns,but then I just cry...After I go sleep and everything is ok again.Yesterday I wrote him an e-mail... I think the last one,but I told him everything what I wanted him to know... I didn't beg him to come back.I know it will never be the same again.I told him I do still love him but it will change in time,it has to.And I refused to go to France(he asked me - this post is on a previous page) .And I promised him that this is the last time when I cry for him.And I think it can only be better now.I keep on trying to go out,meet with people.Besides spring came and it's my favourite part of year.Everything is coming back to life,and so do I.
...And I told him I hope that someday I will meet somebody like I thought he was,and this new person will love me as much as I thought he loved me...I'm sure I will.But now,show must go on...
I wish I wouldn't have problems with sleeping ;/ It's not good because I'm late at school everyday :/ Happily only 3 weeks left... Have a nice day or sleep well
I have 2.37 am
And I start school at 7:30!!! It'll be impossible to make .Damn it...