I just want to say hi to everyone here.

A little bit about myself. I just turned 28 recently this year. I'm not too tall, but not short either. I'm not a heavy guy, I stay in shape and go to the gym and jogging each weekend.

I just recently broke up with my girlfriend. We were together for about 4 years. She was really the only girlfriend I had. I'm not a bad looking guy. Everyone always tells me that i'm really good looking, and even other girls tell me that I must be really lucky with girls, but i'm not. I never was.

All through highschool and then again in college, nobody ever seemed to be interested in me. I didn't get it. And maybe it's just recent events talking for me, but my ex was really the only girl that ever talked to me. When she talked to me, I knew she was interested. Growing up, I tried to talk to girls. But they would always want to just be friends, or would always start telling me that they didn't feel the same way about me, and then start telling me about this other guy they liked. And it hurt. But my ex wasn't like that. She was really nice. It almost seems like yesterday, I can't believe 4 years went by. It almost feels unreal.

But now that we're not together anymore, it just feels that I won't ever find anyone again. It sounds stupid, but I don't like going outside my house in the morning on my way to work. I see all the people out there, couples or people interested in eachother and it just reminds me of what I don't have. I had it only once, and now it's gone. I know it sounds wrong, but I feel like I want to cry sometimes. I just don't understand it. I'm not bad looking, i'm not unsuccessful, i'm not rude or mean, but i'm never more than just a friend.

I just want to know what i'm doing wrong, and what I have to do to fix it. I'm over my ex. She broke things off but i'm over it now. I just want to be able to move on and live a normal life like other guys.