of all the girls i've dated i think i only truely LOVED one of them....and I'm long over her, but I do still think of her from time to time wondering what shes up to and what would've been if we stayed together. I think its only natural when you've invested a chunk of your life into one person.

I still say to myself I love that girl it just didn't work out. We haven't talked for years but I think i'd be deeply depressed if i found out she died or something terrible happened to her.

I don't know how to explain, as u could tell if you read my other thread i have strong feelings for a new woman that I hope workout but I'll always appreciate the time and experience i had with my first love

it's not a "i want to spend my life with you" love anymore but its just the fact that she was a significant person in my life for a significant amount of time.