My motives are to try to improve withinmyself and stop being so self centered because a lot of people tell me that i talk about myself alot and that i sometimes seem confused within myself, which i am because this isnt a good period in my life right now. Im trying very hard to work on being honest and improving myself by praying everyday and getting out to work when its time. Its just taking time and i need to be patient. Oh and the few post above would tell you why i lied and what i lied about. Thnks for the advice everyone.