Yo, Austin buddy, I use to be the same way in mind.
I got into a relationship when I was 19. I wasn't ready because I still wanted to go out and test the waters with other women. So, relationship didn't work and went around and dated and had fun, if you know what I mean.
I didn't want strings attached, but I also couldn't be alone too.
But just go out and date and it was never about the money for me..I actually enjoy getting gifts for all my dates and part time GF's...live to the fullest.