This is an update

She dumped me 17 Marsh and told me that she didn’t love that sexual way. She was very; shallow almost that she did not care. I asked her if there was any other guy or if she had been unfaithful. I did know about her Hotmail password so I checked it out under my staying in the Mountains. She wrote to her friends that she had been at the hospital for taking some gravidity test and Chlamydia test. She had been sleeping with other guys in Asia. Just one week after she broke with me when I was in the Mountains she made out with her friends boyfriends friend. Very nasty, when I found out about that I got very upset.

My friends from London and from other cities came home just after I returned from the Mountains. We were out drinking and so on. I have been partying for almost a month and have hanged out a lot with old course mates and have started to hang out with former High School buddies and working buddies.

I called my ex 27 Marsh and asked her if she wanted to hang out. Just doing some fun and if I could get my stuff back, but she started to talk about “us” so we continued that road. She was very confused. The conversation went from me telling her that I know that she was unfaithful to talking sweet talks. It was very bizarre. I also told that she should change her password to her mail. She did that. The one thing I got very upset over was that she was lying to me, even when I said that it okay that she had slept with other guys in Asia and that I wanted an clean end of all this. Another thing was when I asked her to say what went wrong, and stop with all the clichés she said that her friends didn’t like me, that I was boring not easy going. But at the end it was about me not picking up my jacket when she came home. I know when she is herself and that part was very honest.

The 29 Marsh I called her. She was very upset about me checking her Hotmail and she was at work so she got mad. Two days later she sends an SMS that went “I have no energy to meet you, I’m. We can do all this later, I’m sorry”. I did not answer her and I have not contacted her after that. But I will contact her the 27 April so I can get my stuff back and maybe just try to get her back. No begging, no crying. Just get my stuff, be cool about it and then give her a present, a photo book. Then I will call her some weeks later and ask if we can hang out. Doing some fun and then we will se what’s happened.

I will move to another University after the summer, I have nothing left here without her so why not get a new life.